The Reverant

Tis.Is.My.Life.My.Style.My.Way. If.You.Dun.Lyke.It.Get.Out.Go.Away.
I'm just a normal guy.Mix of Malay & Chinese.Idol would be Zacky.V
Kicks candles on 27 April
Schooling in Yuying Sec
Plays the Guitar;
Single / Attached

Scream

My Maggots

Irah | jade | Naz | LunLun | Emk-Don | K.Heede | Mun | Andy | Ardi | Farizuan | Darrel | Ann | Irry | Sasa | Asy | Blueny | Akiena | Tisha | Yanty | Nurul | Syafiqah | Wani | Syiqah | Qeena | Kelson | Ayano | Jake | Ah Beng | Jun Yi | HCM | Yvonne | Nadiraa | Herwan | Bronson | Eugene | MJ12 | Sabrina | Dya | Zulaiha | Tirath | Nisha |

Past

Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Time: 8:24 AM
Title: WEDNESDAY,JULY 29,09

.Wow,cant believe july's gonna end..its so fast..now i know that time does flies.i think i getting a fever again..damn..so sick and tired of getting one..grhh.lol.
.Plse stop saying bad things and making me feel so weak,can you..?....im so demoralised...i already prove to some of you guys that im infact better in guitar than u know....just because i cant play this song doesnt mean im freaking noob..ahh forget it lah..ur just wasting my time....
.So nxt week is the audition...man...kinda excited to perform for teachers day...yeah..left 2 months to o lvl's,..huhu..cant wait to keep zacky's hairdo...
.To this person,im sorry but i choose to be friends with you,rather than being together..sorry..xp..

Sunday, July 26, 2009
Time: 4:26 AM
Title: SUNDAY,26 JULY,09

These few days have really open up my eyes in a certain point in my life.
i now know that sometimes you have to make a choice and this choice is the only best solution it has.If your angry with me then its fine with me,its you own fault.
If you had listen to us,we wont kick you out of the band rigt..You want everyone of us to be perfect.wtf..its just a normal gig..nothing much...so what if we're not serious...hope u change uh,be a better person..dont be a spoiler.
..So yesterday,went to a chalet at east coast,kinda boring there but i get to eat free food which is the best part.So many gerls were there,so ashamed..haaa..lol.
went home around 3 am which is f**king late.haha..lol
..Today,i master the songs for the audition,hope my bandmates are all prepare...shit,havent come out with a band name yet..crap,this monday is the last day of registration..wat a drag.!!.i kept thinking,is she ready?..do i have to make the first move? or she just treat me as a frend?...watever it is,i will wait..

In My Mind,Blood Drips From Your Eyes,A Beautiful Last Goodbye...=]

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Time: 12:44 AM
Title: TUESDAY,JULY 21,09

Today well,i realised how important it is not to take things for granted which i always do...sadsad...
so today,school as per normal,very bored..,handphone drop again...ohh man,i need to learn another song and perfect my guitaring skills..so sad..so today,well my frend jamal didnt come so it was like super boring...how i wish i can turn back time when i was in sec 3,maybe im not what i am now,so weak..well what to do,i guess i have to leave the past in the past,gotta find the future.so i will hold on to the promise i made and be strong and move on if after these 10 days i just cant change...so today i start the countdown..
which side will i go,good,bad or worst..?
10 DAYS LEFT..
from me=]

Monday, July 20, 2009
Time: 9:08 AM
Title: MONDAY,JULY 20,09

Today so tired,feeling so shag..well im just tired of living but what to do,life have to go on..
today at school,Ivan did something hilarious,haha..he thinks he's a masked rider,he then act2 transform..haha!..so funny lah Ivan,grow up..well im kinda happy cause i master both songs that i need to play on this friday.
I regret a lot of things..haix..why must i be a nookcake...nvrm..im sorry to the people who have been hurt by me..i regret and i feel so useless,thinking of the mistakes that i make almost everyday...woah,like ghost rider like that uh..haha...i lame.lol.to that someone,good luck..haaa.^^
No More Sorrow by Linkin Park can only describe how im feeling today..x_x

so thats all for today.. from me=]

Sunday, July 19, 2009
Time: 4:56 AM
Title: SUNDAY,JULY 19,09

Huhu!!!!..today just came back from my second home...so tired...so today well,i msg
her and i was rather happy today,i guess cause i think i really have fallen in love with her..haha..so i wanna dedicate this lyrics to her.she gave me hope and help me in everyway she could,now im really happy.


~Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

[ Kris Allen Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries~

.after that,went home,do some d&t and chem,kinda lazy to learn new song..need to brush up on my skills so yeah,tired.
from me=]

Friday, July 17, 2009
Time: 7:10 PM
Title: SATURDAY.JULY 18.09

Today i wake up and i feel that its time for me to change.there's no more the old me who likes to emo all around..sweet,i feel less burden now.only time can tell....but to that someone..thank you alot...i heard that my school got 1 case on H1N1..must be careful then.
~

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are~

Sometimes life can be boring but when u realize something,it will turn out to be different.
from me=]

Time: 6:51 AM
Title: FRIDAY,JULY 17,09

Today was a f**ked up day for me...i hate alot of things that happen to me today.
after school as usual met up with friends then go canteen etc.then went to class to watch a good movie..i really like it a lot.then stay back at school till 4pm..so tired..went home,felt boring...then came out at 7.30pm to meet with my clan.we go play LAN as usual.i called someone a monster.it was a joke but i think that someone take it seriously..ohh well..ignore me lorr.more sian,need to master some songs for the upcoming performance,haiyo...
..
.I feel like i just wanna give up on everything..man..i regret falling in love..i just hate this kinds of feeling..the pain..etc..
I feel like hatred building inside of me to hate u all..ahh!! mi guess sometimes u dont get what u always wanted...dear god,give me strength to overcome this nuisance in my boring life....
-_-..feeling so down.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time: 3:53 AM
Title: WEDNESDAY,JULY 15,09

.Well today,so unlucky,before reaching the school,rain..man..i was so wet...luckily got a friend of mine to share the same fate as me..hahaaha!.So as usual,when came into class,saw my friend,Ivan,somehow i admire him for some things that happen.So today, after school when studying with some of my pals till 6.
.Now i wanna talk about a friend of mine,his the best friend i ever had even though he always so call bully me with his lame actions.hahaha!!
.I'm sorry if like i always call you names and etc..haha.

.If you got a problem or in any situation,u got 3 choices to make..
1st.Face it
2nd.Take it
3rd.Forget it
so choose wisely ok.
From me=]

Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Time: 12:46 AM
Title: TUESDAY,JULY 14,09

Today as usual,boredom strikes for the lessons before recess.So super tired and sleepy.Then had recess and after that,it was like so fun cause it's english lesson=free period..haha!!..Felt so full,eat to much chocolate..ahh...btw today ivan did a stupid thing...He show off his mad dancing skills and people was like wth is he doing...haha...
.I felt so dumb and i feel very pathetic,like i cant even do a simple thing.haix..wat's happening to me..grr..
.To her,thank you very much for everything that you've done for me..^^
Hope to see you soon^^.haaa!!
I know u miss me..hahaha!!

U must trust ur instinct sometimes,cause it will help u..
From me=]

Monday, July 13, 2009
Time: 2:59 AM
Title: MONDAY,JULY 13,09

.Today as usual,school.So bored!!!!.
After that,we play guitar,a friend of my teach me some skills that he know...huhu!!
Well i feel life so bored like there's nothing to do,although i know what is my goal and reason for being here,i somehow feel so empty,alone like i feel myself being tainted again.[The darkside is calling.^^]

Whatever happens,must continue living&dont give up on the things you want..
from me=]

Sunday, July 12, 2009
Time: 7:38 AM
Title: SUNDAY,JULY 12,09

.Today i was kinda happy.After my class ended,i msg her and plan to give the notes to her.
Then went home,change and go out with her.haaa!!!.We went to vivo and we find a nice spot and study for a while...
.I got the chance to bully her and pinch her again..muhahah!!!!!!
After that as usual,we went jalan2..got to see a stupid band show...*damn noob uh they all*
.After that went to bugis.While we were inside the bus,she told me a lot about her and i was like ohh,ok..haha.
.Went to mac and grab a bite..yumyumyum!.
still sick,cough like nobody business...

Sometimes u must make the choice&not the choice that makes you.
From me=]

Saturday, July 11, 2009
Time: 7:48 AM
Title: SATURDAY,JULY 11,09

.Well,all of the sudden,i remembered that i wanted to post about my guitar..haha!!
.I just bough it recently during the june holidays.Thanks to my frend Farhan for coming down and assist me with it.Bought it with a good deal and i love it..haaa.

Time: 2:24 AM
Title: SATURDAY,JULY 11,09

Got nothing to do so well,here's a video about how humans defeat Lucifer in a soccer game.

Time: 2:18 AM
Title: SATURDAY,JULY 11,09

Today is like so super boring.i cant even go out..finally im getting better..huhu..so today i wanna post abt my D&T.
I'm doing something that is related to the green building and finally filtration.so this is my design.This pic was taken during june holidays.haha..

Friday, July 10, 2009
Time: 8:38 AM
Title: FRIDAY,JULY 10,O9

.Woah..today at school i was like suffering.My nose was like flooding and i cough like non-stop.Took the temperature and it was below 37.6.although i felt damn weak..haiyo..
.Today my english lesson was the best.i dont know why but i feel that her way of teaching has improved..great job miss eek...haaa.
.After school i went to slack around with my classmates as i got nothing to do..then she sms me
saying that she wanted to study with me..so i was like yeah..ok.
.Went home,bath etc.then meet her at hougang mall..told her everything and she really understand my situation that im facing...
.So we study,study,study..she teach me math...i was like so noob in math..haaha..thank you very much.
.After that went to meet with my friends at LAN.They were like super shock since i bring her..im starting to hate Ivan..He's so childish...arghh..gonna get even with him soon..nyahaha..
From me=]

Labels: Ivan..he was like so childish and im like so regretting bringing her

Thursday, July 9, 2009
Time: 4:54 AM
Title: THRUSDAY, JULY 09,09

Well,today i think i did a right thing.i told her to stop disturbing me,well i did it cause i did not want her
to fall in love with me.Gerls like her should never be with a guy like me,and so we argue and argue till i think she shut off her phone..well what to expect..i hurt her..well..she get over it someday..
.Today i fell sick..ohh god..why?????..temperature was like 38.8 degree...and today something funny happen in class.My frend Ivan a.k.a Swine show off his temper towards my teacher...i was like laughing in my heart..haha...wth lah ivan..noobcake..Dnt finishing soon....starting on presentation board soon..ohh well....all i can say to this gerl is that im really sorry ok,go find someone else...,
i dont deserve you ok...
from me=]

Monday, July 6, 2009
Time: 7:01 AM
Title: MONDAY ,JULY 07,09

hello people..today i wanna tell you guys how happy i am today..
..
..well,i went out again with Xinny..*she was totally cute..*
..
..went to watch movie..got the chance to bully her..haaaa...*wish could do that everyday..*
..
..sigh..i have to start working hard already....it's now or never...
..
..from me..
Fahmi.

Saturday, July 4, 2009
Time: 12:15 AM
Title: SATURDAY ,JULY 04,09

Yesterday was fun..i went out and study with xinny..ahha...lol.
..
..After that,we went to tamp and find a place to eat...xp.
..
..then we went jalan2..lol.*window shopping*.
..
..bought a sketch book for my d&t while she bought some pen...crazy fella..jkjk.
..
..getting sick i think..haix...