~its like i got everything i need, and everything is going smooth, but its like i just feel overwhelmed and depressed... over nothing... i have no stress, but i feel like i'm about to break... i feel tired all the time, and sick sometimes... i want to feel ok again... things have changed so much... maybe i just need time to re-adjust? i hope this is just a passing thing, cause i never wanted to feel this way again, and especially for no reason... at least i had things to blame last time i felt this way, even if it wasnt there fault... this time its just nothing... yeah so i am washing clothes... woot, at least i had the motivation to get that done this morning =/ i dunno and typing all this stuff, trying to get the feelings to make sense is only confusing me more... wtf..........
Hmmm..i feel like asking this question to you,are you avoiding me or what??....i kept thinking of the answer which your gonna give me if i ask you this.but nevermind...Finally the person who i have been waiting finally online...sweeet...ahaha anyway something miracle happen because my friends and i were called by Uniqlo yesterday and went for the interview today.I talked crap with the manager saying that I love japan and i love Japan people..lols.
~Anyway if you reading this i just wanna let you know that i know that your buzy with your life and im sorry for sending the message to you.If you decided not to reply it then its seriously ok with me.But if you do reply,i will be looking foward to that day and i will be mentally prepared for the answer that your gonna give me...Dont worry cause im not the old me that you know.......^^
~If i got this job,then i gonna treat some of my friends,so if you received a message by me saying that your choosen,then you freaking lucky,peace.
~Things To Do/have:
.Buy a weight gainer

.Cutting my gay hair

.Register in MMA

.Jam with Fariz and gang

.Buy a gay laptop....